I Have Something To Say

I think......

I think....... it might be time.

It might be time for me to give up this eating disorder.  Time to give up trying to hang onto it AND have a life AND be a mom AND be healthy.  The 3 latter things go together, the first does not.

And it's not healthy for my daughter to see it.  I may have the best of intentions to keep my mouth shut and not hate on myself in front of her but you know what?  It's going to slip out, I fear. 

It may just be time to say goodbye to it.