Still here!!

Hellooooo everyone!

I'm not sure if anyone actually reads this blog but... if you do, then you've noticed I've been gone a while.  I suffered a pretty big "heartbreak" (not in my relationship to my fiancé but in another relationship.  Think more like friend) and was unable to get my thoughts together to write on here.  Things are still a little messy in my head, but I can at least write this:

don't forget about me!!!! I'm still here!!!!!

I'm sorry it's been ages.  I could barely even make youtube videos!

I leave for Mexico for my bestie's wedding in 9 days.  Her wedding is on my birthday, July 24.  I feel HUMONGOUS and definitely need to lose weight before I go.  I'm on my 2nd cup of green tea today and I ate an apple and a yogurt (about 150-160 cal total) and will hit the gym before I teach Zumba tonight.  I need to do extra cardio and work on my abs a little.  Hopefully I can drop some before the 20th.  Keep your fingers crossed for me. :-/

I'm getting a new tattoo on the 29th.  It's a big giant dreamcatcher and it's going on my outer right thigh.  It's going to be pretty big and expensive, but it should be very beautiful.  I told my parents I want tattoo money for my birthday (that and a Nike Fuelband.)

This song is stuck in my head today:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCBIG28On0o

I think it's a pretty good one :)  I do love Alanis Morissette.  She was my favorite singer when I was like 8 and 9 years old.  My parents did give in and buy me the album Jagged Little Pill.  Which makes me laugh now because it has so many swear words on it!  LOL!

Oh man... the bulldogs are growling.  Corky is coming to get them and take them to the store at about 2 or 3.  That cannot come soon enough.  Although they're kind of funny running all over, and they keep slipping on the hardwood.  :P