Let Me Disappear

Things come and go.  Despair is one of those things.  Don't worry - I'll be fine!  I just have to wait it out.  It will pass, it always does.

But right now I just want to disappear.  I feel like.... just feel so tired.  There are little bright spots all over the place in my life.  But I'm just so tired that it swallows them up.  Not that I don't appreciate them!  And I don't mean to say I'm sad all the time.   I'm totally not.  Just tired.  Tired of thinking, worrying, being stressed, tired of the drama inflicted by others, tired of some people being jerks for no real reason that I can discern.

Sometimes I really just want to STOP!

However, lest you think this post is all doom and gloom, I am going to make a (not complete) list of things I love, in no particular order:

-My husband Corky
-My 2 french bulldogs, Abigail & Jax
-My 4 birds, Bijou, Lyrik, Muma & Shmuel
-My parents and sister
-My Zumba family (you all know who you are!)
-My friends
-Music
-Diet Coke/Coke Zero/Any diet soda (LOL!)
-Black nail polish
-Tattoos
-Crows
-Reading
-Halloween
-Ghost Hunters
-Dancing
-Purple powerade zero
-Pitbull (the singer, but the dogs also)
-Gum
-Airplanes!

See?  It's all okay.  All good over here.