Sorry, 2nd post in one day but I have been meaning to transcribe some of my journal entries into this blog. Just so you can see what goes on in my head in more moment-to-moment kind of way. If you don't care to know, don't read on.
Note: these are not going to be in any kind of order. I mean, they'll be in order in each entry but I might go from doing April this entry to last October in the next transcription entry. So we'll just see.
Tues 4/2/13
XSB 183 (room number)
9:45am
School. Here we go again. I hope I can lose some weight soon. I hope I make it through this term!
It appears as though the teacher is youngish looking black girl. Not what I expected from Mastarone, G.
I just saw on the powerpoint that there will be a clip from South Park. God help me. This building has a unisex bathroom.
So far today, 2 pieces of gum. But it is not even 10am yet so that's not much of an accomplishment. OMG if Heather (therapist) knew these things I write... LOL!
C.A. is having her baby today. Maybe she already did!
OMG the guy 2 chairs down from me will not stop sniffing. Like Tourette's.
CH 58 (room number)
1:45pm
HALLELUJAH! CH 58 is in the creepy basement but it has cushioned seats!!! It won't hurt my ass. Woot!
So today I only ate 1 Greek yogurt, 1 apple and 1 bowl of cereal (and a few chocolate chips.) After class I'll meet T @ Washington Square and then teach Zumba. Which reminds me, Boom called & told me they're canceling my Friday class and Boom Camp. I don't teach Boom Camp so I don't care about that. I wish they'd told me like a week ago! I'd have taken MWF classes. J was so pissed. She went there at lunch. I'll have to text her after class. I got a bomb parking spot! Right in front of Vue!
Anyway if I just get salad for dinner I should be fine. I need to stay at around XXX (weight) in order for my wedding dress to fit. :-/
1:55pm
Can't believe I'm seeing so many ridiculously thin people! Makes me doubt those damn charts that said I'm in the 5th percentile.
Prof. R is not here yet.
Apparently the "Freshman 15" is no longer a thing. It's either the "Freshman 20-30" or the "Freshman Negative 10!"
OOOOMMMGGG Prof R grew facial hair & he looks really weird!!! :-O Like 10 yrs older! Guess class is gonna start.
2:31pm
2 Fatties eating Smart Pop a few seats down. They're so weak. Don't they know that eating = fat? Don't they care?? They keep reaching for more and more. So gluttonous. So greedy! I would rather die than let people see me eat.
2:37pm
MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!
2:41pm
OMG the one fatass girl has been eating constantly since the start of class 41 minutes ago. And she's drinking from an Adidas water bottle.
Oh! We're dismissed early!
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Thurs 4/4/13
XSB 183
9:56am
PALEO DAY 1
I've already broken Paleo 2x this morning. I put 2 splenda in my herbal tea, but that's because I forgot my coffee. But that'd have broken Paleo too because it had FF French Vanilla creamer & FF milk. I figure if it's just breaking Paleo to put stuff in my morning coffee/tea then it's not too bad. I brought an apple & soup that I made.
I have to sub for S @ 6 so I told Heather that I'm sick & can't come at 5 - LOL.
I went to C's class last night & S(2) was there. It went fine.
CH 53
1:54pm
Ugh. Cleanse plus Paleo plus school... Not a good combination. I'm not sure I'm going to enjoy Paleo very much. But I'll give it a shot. How long? A week? 2 weeks? A month?
Today I've eaten 1 apple (80?), 1 banana (100) and 1 cup soup (100?) Even if those are all generous that's 280! God I'm hungry. But so powerful.
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